Correction

Janelle:
Well, I've been corrected again. :) Such a surprise. But this time it was a lot worse because it was about Jackson. I was told that I was not drawing lines for Jackson and his margins were way to broad etc. I wanted to go BLAH! but, instead I cried a bit and justified myself a bit and then prayed that God would show me exactly where I need to be more firm and how exactly to make Jackson be obedient. I believe in obedience. I believe he should do exactly as I say, but it's a much different thing to know how to do that in all the different situations. Especially since kids change ALL THE TIME!
But, again the line "what will I answer when I am reproved" keeps running through my mind. In the end, it doesn't matter if Bill is right, as long as I am open to correction and direction.

Trust

Janelle: Well, it's been a very busy two weeks. I have no excuse to not be posting other then the classic, "no time". I have been thinking about trust again, as there is massive sickness going around including Whooping Cough. I read so much judgement on the internet. You are judged if you do vaccinate you are most definitely judged if you don't vaccinate. You are going to kill your child if you do and you will DEFINITELY kill your child & other children if you don't. I hate it. I strongly believe that you must hear from the Lord about what is right for your child, and every individual child, and then trust him that He will take care of them. I have definitely been thinking about if I really trust the Lord with Jackson or not. I remember thinking after the whole ectopic pregnancy, getting pregnant and then being sick with worry that I would loose the baby, that there is NEVER a time to not trust the Lord. He requires it of us ALL the time. And it is still true. I have to keep hearing and keep asking to hear so that my relationship is up to date and current so I do the rights things.